Mornings That Unsettle

Monday morning.  I walked to the driveway to my minivan.  Only to discover the car keys were inside my car.

Two weeks ago….on our way to the cruise boat.  I had forgotten I had put the keys inside the glove compartment so I wouldn’t have to bring the keys on our vacation.  Ugh.  No spare car keys.  Double ugh.

Neighbor # 1.  Tried to unlock the car doors with a hanger.  Then he had to go to work.

Neighbor # 2.  Her 3 kids go to different schools with different start hours.  She asked if I had an Uber account.  I had never used one.  So she ordered an Uber car for me.

So incredibly grateful for her help.

Then after the Uber car arrives, we get into it for a ride 20 miles away.

The entire trip.  Music with lyrics like this:  “I want your body.” “When I taste tequila, I ain’t even drunk.”

Every song,  Explicit words.  With my young kiddos in the Uber car.  Over and over.  Worst.  Morning.  Ever.

On Saturday night.  I had come across a meme with this phrase:  “I love Jesus, but……..”

Go ahead.  Insert.

“I love Jesus, but I want your body a little.”

”I love Jesus, but when I taste tequila, I ain’t even drunk a little.”

“I love you Jesus, but…………”

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On Sunday morning.  I had woken up and the first thing in my head was that phrase.  And it unsettled me.

I walked over and looked at my kids who were still asleep.

Do I want them to live their life this way, “I love Jesus, but a little bit of the world is okay.”

No.  No.  No.

This is an “I want to be sold out for Jesus” thing.  And I want them to be kids who believe, “I love Jesus.  MORE than anything.”

Not kids who settle.

God has a way of preparing us for what’s next.

So here is Monday morning.  My children and I are sitting in this Uber car listening to this explicit music.  I look over.  My youngest son finally puts his hands over his ears.  To cover his ears.

“I love you Jesus.  More than anything.”

When I was worried about the effects of this music on my children.  When my spirit was so unsettled.  God was still in control.

I love you Jesus.  More than anything.

Let my soul be at rest again, for the Lord has been good to me.”  —Psalm 116:7

 

 

 

 

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